Talk to myself : "be firm !!!"
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Kesempatan
Talk to myself : "be firm !!!"
Sunday, October 25, 2009
CBNers went Crazy .... Hey ! Ladies Nite...
From left : Muni, Wa, Lya, Nani, Le Mignon, Shasha,
Friday, October 23, 2009
boring...boring..di Aiman Motor ...
Climbing 1 Step...buleh ka ni???
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Tomok vs Kromok
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
When U think U are not important ..... but others do ???
Bila Mulut Mula Berbicara ....
AMBank maaaaaa.......
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Excessive...
"Hey you !!! Putting some effort is good, trying hard is better, but pushing it too much can possibly become worse or can be very frustrated if the end result is not up to your expectation" ...You have to acknowledge the word 'MODERATE'....and apply it to yourself.
Aku rasa aku kena apply la word 'MODERATE' ni....kengkadang aku ni terover la plak, terlalu mencuba tu la yang akhirnya jadi hampeh. Tapi org kata 'practice makes perfect'...rasa-rasa macam nak give up pun ada..macam takde improvement jer ni... 'how la weh?
Thursday, October 08, 2009
Because of You ....
I will not make the same mistakes that you did and
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing..
The Journey Continues
It's a long break since I stopped writing....kinda bz lately. Work commitment, family and all...trying to continue and keep on writing as much as I can possibly hang into this. Load of things to update, but I guess I don't have that luxury, anyway will try to put in as much as possible to catch up, especially the major ones.
Things changed and impacted me so much, I am still trying adjusting to it. Work gets overloading, life gets tougher but still got some sweetener in between of it...am struggling, exploring, treasuring, enjoying and balancing them at the same time.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Aqiqah ... Fareedz
Sorry...gambar acara ni tadork..cameraman yg kununnyer nak gerak dari Sri Kembangan lepas subuh, tidak kelihatan sampai ler pukul doblas lebih (kira utang besar ni). Masa ni org dah start bertahlil. Rasa besalah ke haper (kata Ojai ler), dok sibuk ambik gambor org baca yasin tak habih2 ....imam, pokcik2 tu mesti heran, tak penah dibuat org pun ngambik gambor tgh org bertahlil...agaknyer ler...dlm hati..huih glamer pakcik hah, masuk sok kabar gamaknyer...ahaks!!!
Pastu, sumer gi ler carik makan..ramai-ramai !!! Sindri angkat la ye..buffet style, pakcik2, makcik2 yg tak biase..bwk2 la biasekan yer!! Habis makan, kengkawan den ni masuk ler rumah, lepak2....jurugambar (yg lambat ni) mcm biase tak habih2 mengambik gambor...Fareedz tadak mood, sakit pewot...muntah2 lagi..dpt ler shot2 yg tak beh tu..jadi la daripada takde.

Monday, September 03, 2007
Merdeka !!! Merdeka !!! Kak Ita !!!
Tgh tunggu 'pengantin' la ni
Plan dengan bebudak ni, nak wat surpsise party kununyer....tapi selepas diselidik2, husband nyer kata nak balik kg mlm tu gak... Aduhss..hancoq plan gwe....tapi enggak apa2 dong, husband nyer dah di kowtim..bisa diatur dong....Husband nyer akan bawak terus ke Nailis, sebelum balik kg....bagus gak abang ni...layan gak kitorang....
Ramai2 tunggu kat Ampang Point, janji lepas maghrib, 745pm....semua dah ada kat situ, 'pengantin' tak sampai2 plak..lambat...jalan jem....
Yang drebar nye (hubby dia ler) plak fail.....dah smp ampang..tak tau plak kat maner Nailis....ditanye plak kat 'pengantin' kat mana Nailis...errrmmmm...hampessss...pecah lobang ler....'pengantin' pun dah tau ler. Takpe la...janji leh selebret sesamer....
Naik tkgt atas Nailis dgn kek (resepi rahsia) Dgn selamber badak, buat Nailis tu mcm abah den yg punya, nyanyi eppy b'dei` reramai..sekuat2nyer....ada plak yg sporting menyambung....well done ler !!!! Muka merah2 gak akak sorang ni..maklum ler anak2 selebretkan birthday yg ke 40 lebihan ni...ehehhee.....
Guess what...makan malam tu touched dot dot dot hengget... takper la...Kak ita nyer pasal, yg tak penah bekira ngan anak2 buahnnyer ni...manjang sponsor, selagi mampu....
LOVE YOU LAH!!!!
Monday, August 27, 2007
Treasure Hunt .... KL - Ipoh - K.Kangsar
Best jugak ler sebenornyer. Maklum ler...makcik baru first taim ni join bebudak ni mencarik rete karun ni. Idok ler karun benor rete nyer....ala kadar jerk. Muehehehehe...Started at Sheraton Imperial, KL @ 8.00. 1st qtn was at Tanjung Malim.... to Tapah to Slim River... to Sungai Siput to Kuala Kangsar back to Ipoh. Ada 40 soklan tak silapnyer termasuklah clue2 untuk mendapatkan rete karun tu.
Mencarik Rete la nih
Baru sampai
Kekasih gelapku...
Ni ler treasures nyer
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
... the old same family day ....
Beach Volley...
Dinner...as usual BBQ..nothing special + the old daging kambing...pakai kapak pun lom tentu leh putus daging ni....aduih.... While dinner'ing (ahaks) there was a 'appreciation ceremony' ....I had this crystal plaque with my name engraved on it ... 'Most valued team member' ...cewah.....lom ambik gambar lagi...nanti saya upload yer !!!!
She got her whole body inside now!! Den siap tepuk tangan lagi...takmoh dgr ckp den lagi.....dia tak nangis, tapi air mata meleleh....uiks!!! Dia ni susah sket nak nangis unless it is really painful...kalau setakat luka2 tu, no hal la.... She was holding her chin...I went and see...my god it was really a deep cut... putih je kat situ, ini isi ke haper ni? Seram sejuk plak den tgk....I hold the whole cut, nak tahan darah la kununnyer..... Went and get the first aid.....brother tu suh gi klinik....just do kinda glue stitch....dan2 tu la jugak dia barai kat situ....bukan pasal sakit, pasal takut kena jahit...bila tanyer sakit tak?? Hai....tau2 le jawapannye...'tak sakit' takut punya pasal.....
Ni la ropernyer.....
Frustated.....but GREAT (part 3)

Previous one was in Black... change it to grey please....to get rid of the bad Feng Shui...ahahha... "My dear...we are back to 10 cars again !!! "
flash back .............................

Friday, August 10, 2007
~ u.N.G.u ~
ONCI - Guitarist
Pasha (Vocalist)Monday, August 06, 2007
Sampai sana, nampak pulak baju baby on sale. Memandangkan blom start shopping baju raya bebudak ni, stop ler kejap nak tgk2 aje. Farah dah merengek2 suh cepat....nak gi memain ler. Memang dia tau main objective today nak bwk dia gi memain...."jap ler...tgk baju Fareedz jap".
After I got few pieces for Fareedz, pegi lak carik barang2 dapur sket. Member sdah resah tak tantu arah...hehehe....After dah beli barang2 sket, perut pun dah lapar...makan dulu jom!!! Member lagi la tak senang duduk..tapi biler tgk makanan ni..dia mcm OK sket, biaser ler steamboat...si Farah ni memang pantang tgk udang....secukupnyer dia belasah...
Dah habis sumer makan, tgk jam..alermerkkk...dah nak dekat pkl 5pm...baba ada hal plak...kena balik awal...'Lain kali ler kita pegi ye???' 'Ala...Farah nak gi main'. 'Baba nak cepat la..nanti ye?' After 1 time pujuk she is back to OK. 1 thing that I can see in Farah is the patient inside her. She comforted herself by saying....'takpe, malam karang kalau boleh, ibu pun boleh bawak kan?'...I was really touched by her words...Tapi by Maghrib, dia pun dah lalok, sebab petang tadi tak sempat tido. I'll find time for her 1 of these nights....promise!!!
Jumbo..mambo....
Sampai sana, nampak pulak baju baby on sale. Memandangkan blom start shopping baju raya bebudak ni, stop ler kejap nak tgk2 aje. Farah dah merengek2 suh cepat....nak gi memain ler. Memang dia tau 'main objective today' nak bwk dia gi memain...."jap ler...tgk baju Fareedz jap".
After I got few pieces for Fareedz, pegi lak carik barang2 dapur sket. Member bertambah resah, tak tantu arah...hehehe....After dah beli barang2 sket, perut pun dah lapar...makan dulu jom!!! Member lagi la tak senang duduk..tapi biler tgk makanan ni..dia mcm OK sket, biaser ler steamboat...si Farah ni memang pantang tgk udang....secukupnyer dia belasah...
SteamboatFareedz dok aim rupernyer

Ngaaap !!! Habis jumbo tu dia belasah....jadi la tak dpt prawn, jumbo pun boley la....
Monday, July 30, 2007
Nyonya Mener .....

Today's menu are...1) honey sotong 2) Kerabu paku 3) Omelette cencaluk 4)pandan chicken. "Takde kuah ke kita makan hari ni bu?"..."aler makan je ler...sup kat sini tak sedap ler"....ahahaha...memang not a single choice of soup yg bley saya recommend. Tak besh!! But the rest are simply yummy!!! Lupa plak nak snap every dish, lapor punya pasal...

Simply cozy though...
*Authentic Nyonya Cuisine @ Lot F221C, 1st Floor Promenade,1 Utama Shopping Centre
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Depress
Depress means lower someone's spirits or make downhearted. Have you ever feel this? Do you really have overcome this completely? Some people do face this, either at work, home, in a society etc. Some say, they managed to depress their depression. Really? Fully?
Its been always here with me. Not to say all the time but most of the time, lately. I believe most of us here do face the same as I am. Seriously, no cure for this in short term period. This may prolong for years if you ignore them. We can't separate mind from body and treat them individually. It has to go along together. Am trying to reduce it, in a way of doing things that can forget all the 'minus' part of my life. Hope it will help.
Listen to refreshing music, avoid negative people, volunteer & to take time off from work are some of my methodology to reduce it...Most important thing, mainly exercising...of course my gym session..does really help, I guess...
* Trying to look happy externally BUT ... you never know what is it internally...Looking forward to reaching out to supportive people and sharing feelings *






