Kesempatan

Aku rasa, mcm diorang ni sesuka je nak mengambik kesempatan la. Aku rasa mcm dipergunakan je. Naper aku redha je ni? Kengkadang aku ni ngok jugak, ikutkan aje apa org kata, macam bodoh pun ada gak ni, rasanya. Ikut rasa diorang je, tapi rasa aku ni nak simpan kat mana. Asik nak jaga hati orang je, hati sendiri???

Masa diorang rasa nak bercerita tu, tehegeh2 datang, tapi bila agak2 gumbira di sana, aku pun tak perlu kot. Tu la aku cakap, aku ni kengkadang ngok ngek jugak. Ye la, bila dah orang datang tu, aku tak sampai hati pulak nak buat derk je. Aku layankan aje, lupa apa dah orang buat, tak sedar. Mungkin aku ni memang tak berapa reti nak simpan kot apa yg orang buat kat aku, tu pasal la orang mudah aje ambik kesempatan.

Pandai plak aku tulis sebelum ni, kengkadang kita kena jadi 'selfish'. Kena pikir diri sendiri dulu, baru pikir orang, sebab selama ni takde plak org nak pikirkan aku, semua pikir diri masing2 dulu.

Talk to myself : "be firm !!!"

CBNers went Crazy .... Hey ! Ladies Nite...

Monthly gath amongst the CBNers became reality...akhirnya !!! Pada awalnyer buat weekdays je, bowling...from there we planned to have it regularly. And the 2nd meet up event was held at Shasha's place, Selayang....

Host for the day, prepared utk BBQ that nite... ala-ala garden party gitu. 24th Oct 2009 was the day... Ramai jugak yg turned-up. Sempat jugak la buat jejak kasihan dgn new members (yang tak pernah join gathering kitorang ni la). Wah!!! Salam2, siap peluk2 lagi...kat belakang gi tanyer, 'weh! sapo dia tu weh?' keh3x....kat depan, kan main lagi beramah mesra, siap panggil nama lagi. Padahal tadi baru tanyer org...kalau member tau, sure kecik ati...

Macam2 ada la malam ni....meriah bukan main lagi...umah si Shasha ni, dekat Kuil Hindu, kitorang nyer bising, org sembahyang kat depan tu (kat kuil tu la) sure tak khusyuk...ahahahah.....org sibuk nak raya, kitorang sibuk nak gathering...sesak jalan umah Shasha ni. Yang aku dtg lambat ni, asik la dok ngalihkan kete ke sana, ke mari..apa taknye org marah le, aku parking tengah jalan...dah tu, takde tempat dah...redah aje....

Malam ni memang happening...bayangkan kepala yg tak betol aku ni, join dgn 15 lagi yg lebih kurang tak betulnye...makanan tu pun tak habis, sumer kenyang gelak...nak dekat kol 12 mlm baru kitorang balik...tuan rumah tapaksa la kemas sendiri...budak2 ni memang takde hati perut langsung la...dia tinggal gitu je...beselarak umah org...(ada aku kesah) huhuhuhu...

Next coming event, CBN's 110 years' Anniversary Dinner kat Sunway Hotel & Resort...tapi aku rasa geng2 weng aku ni sure tak pegi nye...camner nak control sopan...Kita ignore je la dinner tu, kita buat dinner sendiri nanti, next coming host...Wa...

                From left : Muni, Wa, Lya, Nani (dan anaknye), Yati, Adie,

Le Mignon, Shasha, Ezzel, Nadhya

and Azza (depan sekali)

From left : Muni, Wa, Lya, Nani, Le Mignon, Shasha,

Ezzel, Nadhya and Azza (depan sekali)

P/S : Korang memang rawk !!! I Like !!!!

boring...boring..di Aiman Motor ...

Kete den ni dah sampai waktu utk diservice....calling2 suzuki, book Jumaat 2.30pm..skang ni la.. Katanye 1 jam je..sampai sini, kata nak kena buat major service plak, 2 jam setengah lak kena tunggu....sib baik ada laptop kesayangan dan broadband yg tak berapa nak sayang (sebab kelembapan).

Kat sini dah buat cam rumah sendiri hah...santai giler dah..buat2 kopi lagi ni ha. Laptop ni battery dah kong, kejap je leh bertahan...nasib baik ada power point, leh la pasang charger ni...siap ada charger handphone provided. Phew !!! best gak....kalau beli kete Mesia ni, kompom bepeluh kat workshop sementara tggu service. Yang paling best....service ni free, temasuk labour charge dan parts nyer skali. Major service ni, nak tukar engine oil, minyak itam la, gasket oil la, oil filter la, spark plug la, air cleaner, coolant dan yg paling mahal air bateri. Air bateri dia charge aku sampai RM3.10..kalau beli kat carrefour baru 90 sen. Ini kalau pakai Neo ni, mau beratus kena ni...haha.....

Total kena bayar hari ni RM3.10...hampeh nyer Suzuki, air bateri pun nak charge aku lelebih

Inilah benda yg ku service, yg kena smp RM3.10 tu

* Moral of the Story : Jangan beli kete mesia atau pun kete second hand. Kete second hand lagi la, fuel pump asik rosak je..kui3x...

Climbing 1 Step...buleh ka ni???

Last 2 weeks VP called, hinting on whether can take up 1 more role. Nak resign plak manager sorang ni...eerrmmm.....let me think...1 week after that MD called explaining current org chart and future org chart. I was just nodded, showing that I understood, yet no answer came out from my mouth. "We are going to send this to HQ (US Office) for approval" ... owh !!! I C (dalam hati je la)....

Today, Friday....MD called again..."Hanyta Congaratulations !!! It is APPROVED !!!"...huhuhu.....ye la nenenenek (kui3x..pinjam jap perkataan ni aaaaaa) dia approve, aku tak kata apa pun lagi. This is the new organizational chart, and this is the package we offer U....whoaaaa....memang menarik...tapi tang package tu je la...bab responsibilities & role tu aku cam tesedak jap....

Hah..yo la boss...eden torai la.....

Thanks for the trust in me, but I am still thinking whether I can handle that boss ????

Tomok vs Kromok

Kalau pompuan sensitip, aku tak heran..tapi kalau lelaki sensitip, mesti ramai yang pelik. Selalu nya lelaki ni dia tak pot sikit dgn benda2 macam ni. Dan selalunya diorang ni memang tak sensitif, tak sensitif langsung dengan orang dan keadaan sekeliling. Kengkadang ke'tidaksentisf'an lelaki ni tahap gaban, sampai tak pandai langsung nak jaga hati org...mungkin sebab diorang ni jenis tak kesah, dan diorang ingat semua org pun tak kesah. Dengan 'Aiman' boleh la 'cliq' sebab Aiman memang selalunya tak kesah. Alo brother, boleh control sket tak kalau cakap??? Huhuhuhu...

Dengan tajuk hari ni, korang mesti heran kan apa maksud sebenarnya. Bila kata Kromok tu, bunyik pun dah ganas, nama kumpulan ganas tu...jadi saper yg ku panggil Kromok tu, slalu nya memang ganas la..tak eti la nak sensitip2 ni atau bahse mudahnye 'sentap'...dan bila aku panggil Tomok, bermaksud, perangai ala2 lagu nyanyian si Tomok adiknya si Isma AF7, adik iparnye Zul 2by2..ahaks....semuanye tangkap leleh. Alahai, korang imagine la, lelaki yg tahap tomok ni....agak2 letih tak?

So..korang dalam kateogri mana???

When U think U are not important ..... but others do ???

There are times that you think you are not important. Some people do think you are. But in what sense do people think you are important? When they need you with what so ever reason. Alarm yourself if there is signal of being used. Sometimes you need to think of yourself 1st, and other's next. Not trying to be selfish, but just to be careful from people who take things for granted !!!

Bila Mulut Mula Berbicara ....

Wah !!! Tajuk cam sopan je ye??? Ni tengah cuba untuk mula dan habis menulis dengan cara yang paling sopan dan rasional, walaupun pada hakikatnya....rasa nak bagi lem... kiri ke kanan atau depan ke belakang (kasi pilih dulu!)

Memang mulut orang ni tak boleh nak tutup. Ada macam2 category kalau nak ikutkan bila orang dah buka mulut :-

1) Untuk menyampaikan amanah

2) Nak bagi pendapat

3) Nak kongsi info

4) Saje je borak-borak

5) Nak hilangkan bosan

6) Mulut tak leh nak diam lak rasanyer

Bila orang dah buka mulut, mesti ada niat. Niat tu pulak leh dibahagikan kepada beberapa category :-

a) Baik

b) Tak berapa nak baik

c) Takde niat atau org kata tak sengaja (ni sebenarnye nak cover line)

Bagi aku category (1) & (2) tu memang org tu mempunyai niat suci murni...tapi bila dah smp ke category (3), (4) & (5) kongsi info dan saje nak borak2 tu can become nasty...huhuhu..dalam bahasa melayu mudahnyer...ianya boleh meleret2 dan melarat2 ke category 'jaga tepi kain org' (walaupun kain orang tu dah ada org lain jaga). Bila dah masuk ke category (6) ni...ni dah kira mulut tahap 'DIVA' tak leh diamnye....semua benda dia nak becerita, kalau nak diikutkan 1 hari 24 jam pun tak cukup.

Kalau dah category (1) & (2), aku rasa 95% berniat baik....(3), (4) & (5) mungkin 50-50 la, yang category masalah ni, category (6) confirm 99% ada niat tak berapa nak baik. Category (6) ni plak untuk cover line masing2 bila dah kantoi mula la kata niat dia jatuh dlm category (c), kununya takde niat pun nak cakap camtu (selagi tak kantoi, selagi tu la dia nak terus becerita)

Kalau nak diikutkan hati ni, (memang selalunya ikut kata hati) mau je aku gi 'menyound systemkan' si tukang karut yg tak reti benti becakap tu....tapi aku rasa tak best la pulak...kang aku jatuh dalam category yg sama pulak dengan diorang. Biarkan mereka terus dengan usaha tak berapa baik diorang tu. Aku rasa, diorang tak akan jadi lebih bahagia atau kurang bahagia bila berkata2. Dan aku pulak tak la rasa kurang Vogue bahkan rasa lebih vogue lagi....muahahahhaa....tu la dia....."BILA MULUT MULA BERBICARA ...." dengan aku aku skali jadi tak berapa betul....huhuhu...(nak menyedapkan ati je)

AMBank maaaaaa.......

Excessive...

I believe...anything excessive is not healthy....

"Hey you !!! Putting some effort is good, trying hard is better, but pushing it too much can possibly become worse or can be very frustrated if the end result is not up to your expectation" ...You have to acknowledge the word 'MODERATE'....and apply it to yourself.

Aku rasa aku kena apply la word 'MODERATE' ni....kengkadang aku ni terover la plak, terlalu mencuba tu la yang akhirnya jadi hampeh. Tapi org kata 'practice makes perfect'...rasa-rasa macam nak give up pun ada..macam takde improvement jer ni... 'how la weh?

Because of You ....

I will not make the same mistakes that you did and
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing..

The Journey Continues

Hey guys !!!

It's a long break since I stopped writing....kinda bz lately. Work commitment, family and all...trying to continue and keep on writing as much as I can possibly hang into this. Load of things to update, but I guess I don't have that luxury, anyway will try to put in as much as possible to catch up, especially the major ones.

Things changed and impacted me so much, I am still trying adjusting to it. Work gets overloading, life gets tougher but still got some sweetener in between of it...am struggling, exploring, treasuring, enjoying and balancing them at the same time.